you thought you knew

quietlygorgeous @ 2008-12-27T10:55:00

2008-12-27T16:01:41Z

Damn, ain't it crazy when you're loveswept?
You'd do anything for the one you love.
Cause anytime you needed me I'd be there.
It's like you were my favorite drug.

quietlygorgeous @ 2008-11-30T11:03:00

2008-11-30T16:03:29Z

I aam disgustingly happy.

quietlygorgeous @ 2008-08-15T14:54:00

2008-08-15T18:54:49Z

I realized last night-- Im an adult.
And it absolutely scared the shit outta me.

quietlygorgeous @ 2008-07-27T15:15:00

2008-07-27T19:17:37Z

this summer my life has turned COMPLETELY upsidedown.
There's been good. There's been bad. There's been new. There's been old.

But I'm excited for the future months, for once in my life.

quietlygorgeous @ 2008-07-17T15:27:00

2008-07-17T19:29:15Z

I can't believe he's gone.
He was like a second father to me for two years. Hell, he was more of a father to me then mine ever was.

All those crazy nights at Stewarts. All the fucked up things we talked about.
He was the protector. He was Mike.

We are going to miss you so much.
I miss you already.

quietlygorgeous @ 2008-07-16T15:22:00

2008-07-16T19:23:29Z

when we kiss Im hypnotized

i lovelovelove feeling like Im fifteen again.

quietlygorgeous @ 2008-07-10T01:07:00

2008-07-10T05:07:46Z

isnt it funny how life works out sometimes?

quietlygorgeous @ 2008-06-25T14:13:00

2008-06-25T18:17:48Z

OH GOODNESS.
i've been having one of the best weeks ive had in a long time.
sue's birthday was fun. i miss hanging out with all of them and just having a ball, and with no one to bother me it's even better.
and yesterday, well, was a blast.

life's good.

quietlygorgeous @ 2008-06-17T00:53:00

2008-06-17T04:56:04Z

throwing out names to show you know people?srrrsly?

ANYWAY!
i cant wait for:
SWIMMING and SUMMER TO REALLY START!
saving all my money-- and being rich
moving out.

lifes getting a little better everyday. i had my first "alone day" at the hospital.
I did pretty fucking good. I think i registered more people then anyone else.

but i might just have a big ego.

quietlygorgeous @ 2008-06-05T00:48:00

2008-06-05T04:49:31Z

yep.
and that'll last about .43543647 seconds.

HAHAHAHAH.
i love my new job. i thought i would hate it but i love it.
i absoultely love the fast pace of it, and i think everyone is starting to love me too.

plus im making DUMB money.

quietlygorgeous @ 2008-05-19T20:00:00

2008-05-20T00:04:26Z

and to think, i was the last one that knew what i wanted to do.
and im the first one with a job,
the first one with ambition.

sure, i might not be working at st peters or in billing or registration ten years from now.
but i can fall back on it.

i think i might go back to school for art in a year or two. just part time, and satisfy that want.

but right now alll i need to do is satisfy my bank accountss.

fuck the haters, imma be ballin soon.

What if..

2007-09-22T22:14:59Z

What if I say I'm not like the others
What if I say I'm not just another one-
in your place,

You're the Pretender.

quietlygorgeous @ 2007-05-03T23:33:00

2007-05-04T03:39:07Z

we're up all night

one minute im all for this kid.
-seeing me at work. kissing me infront of both our co-workers & bosses.
-talking till two in the morning about life.
-saying he wants to meet my boo's.

the next:
-he doesnt answer his phone.
-he leaves me hanging.
-he's 23, he shouldn't be doing this.

it's kirk all over again, i swear. and it hurts, because i know its gonna hurt. probably ten times more because when, not if this all ends, i'm gonna have to see him. Everyday.

quietlygorgeous @ 2007-04-30T15:51:00

2007-04-30T19:53:53Z

I'm enjoying what i have right now.
and i know it's probably one of the worst moves on my part. dating someone four years older?yeah so what.

I'm eight-teen and i'll do what I want.
even if you have an issue with that.

and i know my friendships are fucked. the one and only suze is gonna be with ryan and sean all the time and that leaves no room for me anymore.

i'm already more lonely then you can imagine.

quietlygorgeous @ 2006-11-27T23:23:00

2006-11-28T04:23:08Z

& please dont leave me.

quietlygorgeous @ 2006-11-26T04:16:00

2006-11-26T09:16:38Z

please dont-
drop me off at my house
walk me up to my door
pick me up
hug & kiss me goodbye.
tell me to be happy

or pretend to be.

i thought i could do this, i thought i could handle my shit.
i can't- i never will. not with you. i will never be able to handle my shit with you.
and you're throwing my shit off because youre still talking to me.
youre not supposed to still be talking to me.
youre usually long gone by now.

quietlygorgeous @ 2006-11-18T16:07:00

2006-11-18T21:07:13Z

allright,
liz seriously needs a new life.
liz needs her license.
liz needs a car.
liz needs to meet new people.
liz especially needs to meet new boys.

im sick of all the bs i keep putting up with. and i feel like i cant depend on anyone anymore.

liz needs to move out of albany asap.

quietlygorgeous @ 2006-10-13T17:48:00

2006-10-13T17:48:37Z

class ranks came out today
206 outta 502 kids.

HECK YES

quietlygorgeous @ 2006-10-06T02:21:00

2006-10-06T02:22:59Z

i have missed so much school already. i can see this as being freshman year all over again.

quietlygorgeous @ 2006-09-22T14:09:00

2006-09-22T18:26:31Z

albany high lockdown AGAIN
somehow im not suprised the least bit. that place is shit gonna be shit as long as you have those kids there.
those fucking kids that dont give a shit about school. let them go get pregnant/stab a bitch someplace else.
i dont really know why i just know that there was some intense chick fight when i was leaving. oh well. why do i care?

IM OUT IN JUNE
SENIORS OH-SEVEN!

quietlygorgeous @ 2006-09-05T02:23:00

2006-09-05T06:30:09Z

domino died saturday.
i still cant believe it. he was fine when i left for hoosick.
i get home and my dad tells me he found him in the washing machine. ive had that cat for nine fucking years. i loved taht cat. my mom loved that cat.

great fucking way to end my summer.

quietlygorgeous @ 2006-08-28T14:19:00

2006-08-28T18:23:35Z

im never gonna get my permit.
i didnt get a big mac.

i hate my life.
nothings ever gonna go right.

quietlygorgeous @ 2006-08-22T01:08:00

2006-08-22T05:13:39Z

i.. liz pallis.. is finally getting a cell phone of my own.
ill post the number when i get it.
not that anyone cares.

:(

quietlygorgeous @ 2006-08-16T23:02:00

2006-08-17T03:03:42Z

im at suzes trying to drink a beer but im bring mad paranoid about nothing.

exceppt her mom coming home, and if we get caught that would just suck.
maybe im over reactng, but i dont like this feeling at all.

quietlygorgeous @ 2006-08-11T17:08:00

2006-08-11T21:12:26Z

i just put in my two weeks.

anyone know where i can get a job?