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[27 Dec 2008|10:55am] |
Damn, ain't it crazy when you're loveswept? You'd do anything for the one you love. Cause anytime you needed me I'd be there. It's like you were my favorite drug.
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[30 Nov 2008|11:03am] |
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I aam disgustingly happy.
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[15 Aug 2008|02:54pm] |
I realized last night-- Im an adult. And it absolutely scared the shit outta me.
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[27 Jul 2008|03:15pm] |
this summer my life has turned COMPLETELY upsidedown. There's been good. There's been bad. There's been new. There's been old.
But I'm excited for the future months, for once in my life.
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[17 Jul 2008|03:27pm] |
I can't believe he's gone. He was like a second father to me for two years. Hell, he was more of a father to me then mine ever was.
All those crazy nights at Stewarts. All the fucked up things we talked about. He was the protector. He was Mike.
We are going to miss you so much. I miss you already.
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[16 Jul 2008|03:22pm] |
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when we kiss Im hypnotized
i lovelovelove feeling like Im fifteen again.
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[10 Jul 2008|01:07am] |
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isnt it funny how life works out sometimes?
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[25 Jun 2008|02:13pm] |
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OH GOODNESS. i've been having one of the best weeks ive had in a long time. sue's birthday was fun. i miss hanging out with all of them and just having a ball, and with no one to bother me it's even better. and yesterday, well, was a blast.
life's good.
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[17 Jun 2008|12:53am] |
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throwing out names to show you know people?srrrsly?
ANYWAY! i cant wait for: SWIMMING and SUMMER TO REALLY START! saving all my money-- and being rich moving out.
lifes getting a little better everyday. i had my first "alone day" at the hospital. I did pretty fucking good. I think i registered more people then anyone else.
but i might just have a big ego.
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[05 Jun 2008|12:48am] |
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yep. and that'll last about .43543647 seconds.
HAHAHAHAH. i love my new job. i thought i would hate it but i love it. i absoultely love the fast pace of it, and i think everyone is starting to love me too.
plus im making DUMB money.
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[19 May 2008|08:00pm] |
and to think, i was the last one that knew what i wanted to do. and im the first one with a job, the first one with ambition.
sure, i might not be working at st peters or in billing or registration ten years from now. but i can fall back on it.
i think i might go back to school for art in a year or two. just part time, and satisfy that want.
but right now alll i need to do is satisfy my bank accountss.
fuck the haters, imma be ballin soon.
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[22 Sep 2007|06:13pm] |
What if I say I'm not like the others What if I say I'm not just another one- in your place,
You're the Pretender.
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[03 May 2007|11:33pm] |
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we're up all night
one minute im all for this kid. -seeing me at work. kissing me infront of both our co-workers & bosses. -talking till two in the morning about life. -saying he wants to meet my boo's.
the next: -he doesnt answer his phone. -he leaves me hanging. -he's 23, he shouldn't be doing this.
it's kirk all over again, i swear. and it hurts, because i know its gonna hurt. probably ten times more because when, not if this all ends, i'm gonna have to see him. Everyday.
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[30 Apr 2007|03:51pm] |
I'm enjoying what i have right now. and i know it's probably one of the worst moves on my part. dating someone four years older?yeah so what.
I'm eight-teen and i'll do what I want. even if you have an issue with that.
and i know my friendships are fucked. the one and only suze is gonna be with ryan and sean all the time and that leaves no room for me anymore.
i'm already more lonely then you can imagine.
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[27 Nov 2006|11:23pm] |
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& please dont leave me.
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[26 Nov 2006|04:16am] |
please dont- drop me off at my house walk me up to my door pick me up hug & kiss me goodbye. tell me to be happy
or pretend to be.
i thought i could do this, i thought i could handle my shit. i can't- i never will. not with you. i will never be able to handle my shit with you. and you're throwing my shit off because youre still talking to me. youre not supposed to still be talking to me. youre usually long gone by now.
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[18 Nov 2006|04:07pm] |
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allright, liz seriously needs a new life. liz needs her license. liz needs a car. liz needs to meet new people. liz especially needs to meet new boys.
im sick of all the bs i keep putting up with. and i feel like i cant depend on anyone anymore.
liz needs to move out of albany asap.
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[13 Oct 2006|05:48pm] |
class ranks came out today 206 outta 502 kids.
HECK YES
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[06 Oct 2006|02:21am] |
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i have missed so much school already. i can see this as being freshman year all over again.
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[22 Sep 2006|02:09pm] |
albany high lockdown AGAIN somehow im not suprised the least bit. that place is shit gonna be shit as long as you have those kids there. those fucking kids that dont give a shit about school. let them go get pregnant/stab a bitch someplace else. i dont really know why i just know that there was some intense chick fight when i was leaving. oh well. why do i care?
IM OUT IN JUNE SENIORS OH-SEVEN!
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